No. 23: Letter to the father

The mother writes a letter to the father:


Stockholm October 21, 1968

Hi!

I have to write you a few lines. When we call, it's always so urgent. As you can imagine it's terrible to be here, I sometimes wish I was at home, but Mariana is so happy when I come down to her, that there are no limits to it. She kisses and hugs me and is so cute. It's just a shame that she has to suffer so much. I think she will take quite a lot of damage this time. And now she's so big that she remembers more. /.../ It's so sad for her, you can't believe it, she has such pain and they don't get any painkillers when they're so small."

The girl gets no painkillers.

Not for any kind of pain.

 

The maternity flat and children's ward are marked on the postcard
 

#ThePruneBellyGirl #PruneBelly #PruneBellySyndrome #rarediseases #survivor #childhood #handicap #autobiography #disability #childrenshospital #karolinska 

These poems are originally written in Swedish and translated by myself. So if the translation sounds weird - please just laugh, or cry, or just shake your head and move on to the next poem, hoping for a better translation there... Thank you for your patience, and for following my story! By the way - my lyrics sometimes sounds weird in Swedish too...

 


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